Better spirits, today!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
I'm coming back from my spell of depression! I keep reminding myself that I'm doing good and the only way I'm not doing good would be if I were not trying at all. And believe me, I'm trying! I wore my new jeans and a shirt yesterday and I kept checking myself out in the mirror... not like oh I'm hot! But like wow, I'm seeing a difference! From the side, my butt is lifting and my back fat is getting smaller. There is not very much of a bulge underneath my bra line anymore! This is exciting for me because it is one thing I really noticed when I realized how much weight I gained. And... one of the best things... my collarbone is coming out again!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!! Now THAT is really exciting. That's one of my favorite parts of a woman's body. I think the collarbone is just very graceful and elegant and I'm OH, so excited to have mine getting defined again! I've decided to only track my weight changes as I lose five pounds at a time, it's difficult to read in between the 5 lb markers on my scale; but I DO think I'm close to coming down another 5 lbs! It looks like I'm maybe 1-2 lb away from being 5 lbs less. Okay, fellow Sparkers, I'm off to work again, if I can do this so can you!