So I just have not found the time to get another blog out... so here's another one from the past to fill the gap!
Keep on trucking
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Well here I am, just going and going and going. I think what really gets me through is that i have this hope in the back of my mind that one of these days I'll just look down and be healthy, be thin. And I will be. Even if it's a year from now, or two... I WILL get there. The eating isn't quite so hard anymore, it's finding the energy to get to the gym and do my thing. Don't get me wrong, if I'm not careful I could easily blow the eating, but for some reason it doesn't seem to be quite the struggle for me. Although last night we took my son out for a Braum's ice cream cone because he did so well at his school concert. Him and his dad got some really delicious looking cones, and that WAS kinda tough, but the more I thought about eating one, the less I wanted one, I was already pretty full from dinner. It's these damn 10 hour days, I know it! But really I LOVE my Friday's off, I go and spend at least an hour at the gym usually, go have lunch with my dad, pick up the kids and just hang out. It really is a nice day usually. I keep thinking my body will adjust to getting up so early and getting to the gym won't be so difficult, but still... last night I think I passed out as I pulled my hand from the alarm clock! I don't remember anything after starting to set it, I even woke up with my glasses still on. On the plus side... I am wearing some jeans today that I outgrew several months ago, so yay! Just keep losing, just keep losing, just keep losing, losing, losing! (Finding Nemo reference, if you didn't catch that) You folks have a good day.